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seek thy mercy and grace. by k.b.gopalakrishnan 2nd,sep,2006 7:16am oh
lord I need your mercy
and grace to
cross ocean of samasara. I
need in abundant for
I do not have great guru. neither
ability to recognize one. my
mind like a cart
wheel stuck in mud. refuse
to move out of samsara I
am sinner who have hurt people in
words, action and thought. Addicted
to sensual pleasure Struggling
to remember your name. faith
I can put in gold
and men not
in your holy name. oh
lord I need your ocean
of mercy and grace. I
know what is good. I
am unable to follow. I
know what is evil I
am unable to resist. sorry
oh! lord even
what is good and bad this
humble dog cannot distinguish many times. I
say
things which should not be I
do things which are non essential. on people's action and life I
try to act as judge and jury for
I know that your work. in
the morning of life I
started with lot of hope. it
is mid day I
have lost seeking itself. Ii
hope to see u before evening of life. many
saints and intelligent people have
been deluded with your powers of maya. do
not test this dog for
I am too weak in will. come
soon, come near me for
i want to feel your presence clasping
your hand I want to end innings of life. I
see death and does not remember thy
name, I
see your mercy and compassion in
all creatures. Ii
forget on and off. bless
me so that this confusion is
over for ever Ii
want to bath in your grace and
abandoned the clothes of samasara. u
have given me many things yet
contentment is yet to come. like
a oil maker ox I
go round and round in
this game of delusion and illusion. for
I need your grace and mercy to
remember your holy name. instead
chanting your name I
fanaticize to possess magical powers I
worshipped as a saint Such
is foolish fake ways of thinking I
am not learned in Sanskrit Or
holy texts. I
can pronounce holy verses with error such
is level of ignorance A
simple way I want to remember your name Just
like how I remember myself . I
complain all the time Either
about your creations or you. Little
challenged I howl as pain. Even
in joy I
do not remember u with gratefulness I
want to others change For
I believe pompously I
am too perfect. I
seek company to boost my ego Not
for praying in silence. When
some thing happens to grace. Shamelessly
I want to take the credit. Such
is my reckless way. Show
me the way oh lord. Change
me like grape become wine. Fit
enough served in your presence. with
little powers given by u. I
boast about my greatness instead
of yours. with
little success my ego gets
inflated. with
little good Ii try to do I
demand eternal gratefulness. with
little insight Ii
try to believe that i have understood
mystery of life. Fanciful
theory and models of science I
try to define u oh
unfathomable master. I
think i am special With
little tricks in sleeves Like
a sleazy magician I
delude people Yet
think this is holy work. Believe
that I am Made
for some noble purpose For
ant in your kingdom Does
more work than me Even
in prayers in fantasize on This
and that. Such
is my deluded mind like
a pompous donkey I
talk on life and living when
I have 1000 holed life. I
see people more holier than me I
see action of people more loving. when
can I hope to achieve these states may
I seek only your mercy and grace like
hungry men seeking food. thirsty
person seeking water. like
a child seeking his parents. I
seek your grace due to your grace. king
of love wave of
compassion. I
have missed u today in 1000
ways. for
many life time. I fear this time also to
miss u. when
this will ever stop. Even
writing these verses I
am thinking whom to send And
how people will appreciate. I
do not think of changing myself Learning
holy lessons of humility Such
is little tricks I play. When
will this little I Disappear
in your holy thou. lord
I need your mercy
and grace to
cross tempest and tempting ocean
of samasara. The
magical world of illusion Where
water becomes wind Wind
becomes water.
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