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One evening as I went to my house and I felt everything was hunky dory. I felt the test was about to come. Correctly my brother came and said that he had lost Rs.1000 which was given to him. We were painting the house and I had given some money for paying the painters. Any way I will share what I did which will be useful. I started chanting vishnu gayatri. There was a lump in the navel. Oscillation between to say something nasty and awareness that I was tested happened. Of course I chanted few rounds of the mala. The consciousness got lifted to higher dimension. My energy tightness got released from the navel and energy shifted to the heart chakra. Following insight happened as I was chanting. Before that I invoked the presence of my guru god and all the great gurus. I felt sorry for my brother whose memory had become weak due to the karmic conditions I prayed for the soul who had stolen the money to be forgiven and use the money for good deeds Then I felt whenever we did work in the house we lost some objects and money It could be due to my wife’s projection of thinking of my brother as careless It could be because some client’s money was harami money My wife brought the account as I was having the insight. I continued looking in to the accounts and did my chanting. It was a dual work. I was working on myself and yet I was working with my wife. It was almost rs 50,000 worth accounts. I was also recollecting and telling what was expenses. Finally within next 20 - 30 minutes I got up and asked my brother to recheck. It was late in the night he was almost half sleep. I slept peacefully. This incident is not about boasting about myself. Please forgive me. Many people think meditation means other person is useless, waste and other person has to change. They get furious, lose control and shout at the other people. Some people write abusively, send sarcastic email or sms. One can bear any pain using tapo bala. When the meditation energy is used to digest the karma, once’s own recovery will be fast and understanding will be stupendous. Till the energy of hate or anger is digested in love with out any discomfort one cannot even graduate in meditation. Remember the meditator’s mind is sharp than normal people. That is why many Brahmins lash out or find fault with everyone. To convert into love and act with compassion is difficult. The breathing which is shallow will become calmer. It will take few malas to control the imagination and attacking thoughts of the mind. As the energy cools down the energy will move into heart chakra. For beginners it might take days or for someone weeks. For meditators even 5 minutes is enough. Our Customised Products
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