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DO I HAVE ANY PATH? by Chennai based K.B.Gopalakrishnan 19th, December,2008 5:00 PM Many a times I wanted define myself on my spiritual search. I try to be adviatha or tantric or Buddhist or Hindu or even for that matter got influenced by Christianity. I begin to realize there is no path. Like bird which leave foot prints when it flies same way spiritual life is like that. Many a times I have got attracted to the concept of living kindness of Buddhist. I realized that the confession prayerful attitude of Christianity in fact helped my sadhana on living kindness. The aggressive element of Islam has a meaning in the world of god. Tantra actually surprised me with the deity yoga. sexuality really made a lot of leaps in spiritual life. Even astrology helped me in my spiritual search. I realized all the paths are useful. At some point of time every tradition path will suit one person or the other. All we need to ask is does it suit me? Can I travel in this? It requires gust and honesty with one self. Many a time I have asked myself- whether I am interested in god or I am wasting my life and time in the name of god? Some times the rational mind will resist but deep inside we know what is real? It requires giving up concept and ideas. For example I felt there was no need for guru for any one or any one requires guru till inner guru is awakened .secondly it changed over a period of time that many people require guru and few people have the caliber to follow inner guru. For example sex I was not comfortable. When I started practicing tantric sex I felt that this is very important dimension one needs to go through. Every one will pass through tantric sex gate in spiritual life. So set ideas concepts have been broken many times. Paths, ideas and models have got merged a lot. There fore if some one asks me a path all I can say no path, every one is my guru and I am trying to be all loving. What can I do? Sometimes people
define me but then I have already killed that level of growth with
in few months. They are still look at me with the old lens of past Our Customised Products
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